Bad Day today having a guilt trip from hell.
Teary again I am afraid.
My son came home last night from uni. He had his car broken into at the weekend & they stole his laptop & bag & Sat Nav. He had only left it on the road whilst he got changed & grabbed a sarni. He had only just finished paying for his laptop last month. On top of that he has lent a house mate a large sum of his student loan as they were in a real mess & they have done a runner & he is struggling like mad.
So today is a “If I had not done what I did then I would be able to help him out” as it is I am unable to. As usual I am fighting the dreaded guilt I hope this subsides eventually!
Good news is he has cleared his credit card & overdraft with working. I think my situation has put the fear of god into my kids about credit.
What a mess! I know you should not wish your life away but I can not wait to get my IVA sorted & start a fresh I hope.
